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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
lost

i'm left speechless. what she is thinking. why she loves hurting people feelings. why can't she share the knowledge. why success for her own. have she thinks of others before her. who is unfortunate enough. i do not know where all my strength in life goes. it just disappeared in the thin air. i felt so useless right now. what i get back is hatred. what did i do till things turn topsy turvy. i know i am no one to u. but y now?

hey peeps out there. whoever is reading this.. i'm simply saying and seeking forgiveness from everyone out there. to whom i have done a lot of mistakes or i've been talking behind your back. I'm sorry. although i know the word sorry is simply words. but... there's the urge for me to say SORRY.

i'm terribly upset right now. my mind is not really set on studies. i'm lost in my own world and in my dreams. how i really hopes things will be fine and normal as i can ever think off. instead it goes wrong every split second of a thought. i'm crying in my silence and i just stop the flow of the tears. where is my smile? where can i get it back. why i hardly smile this few days? who have grabbed the tears of joy in my faces. i'm terribly hurt deep down me. i just can't get to a conclusion where things will be good and fine.

i donot know to whom i should share my sorrow and sadness. who would lend me a crying shoulders. who would listen to me? who i can trust? who will b by my side. who.. who.. who.. tell me who.. haiz.. i'm certainly LOST in my world and been crying silently in the nites by myself...