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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
the 'LIFE'

its fairly a good day for yesterday and also for today.


yesterday, was out with the BIKINI girl name Beruk aka Janna. ahas. accompany her to bras basah beside national library there. she go sell her old books. she got $8 out of all the books she sell to that man. she is like flirting lor when asking the man to increase the price from $7 to $8!! flirt only u know arh girl. so bad. ahahas. well, going bugis is such a pain in the ASS. juz because a train got stuck in the lane of clarke quay and harbourfront, the route to outram park is also suspended. waste my ezlink card money only. haiz..



well, yesterday, is also sumiati birthday. meet her up after meeting janna. wish her happy birthday and hope she enjoy her life and have a fruitful year ahead of her. waakak..well, after that go home and watch teebee only. saiful message me yesterday asking me out today. well, i had to follow what my heart say for once. so i rejected his offer by saying that i got something on. is not that i do not want to meet him up. it is just that he kept asking me to do things that i did not even wants to do. who the hell wiil do a BJ!! tell me. argh!! freak! i'm so sorry that i had to declined ur offer but its for my own good too. haiz..



today is extremely boring. recess was fun. play volleyball. maliha is sick so she went home. hope u get well soon fren..f&n was boring too. need to finish up the results for coursework B but none is done. i do not know what is going on in my life.. i felt so conquered. i had no space of my own. haiz. homeworks is not done. geo essay, eng compo, math graph and mores. what more choice do i still have? i'm so scared of all this sequence of O level. i know i must endure this but, y in a sudden i felt so weird and so lonely.



what if, all the effort that i had put in go down to the drain and i can't make it? it will be shameful of me. how am i gonna face my parents? i fear them. i fear myself too. i donot why am i crying. i just feel so hurt deep inside me. do not know who can i share my thoughts and feelings with? i know i'm not alone in this world. i have friends who cares for me and love me. but i just do not have the urge to share with them. maybe i'm too used of keeping my own problems to myself and putting the smile on the face.. its good though but it hurts so much! i...i...i...just clueless of my own life.




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