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Thursday, October 04, 2007
it simply hurts but you dun understand
Good Morning everyone! I'm just awake & had not shower yet. I'm just so STRESS up. My mind isnt at ease for now.
Gosh! I'm really SICK & TIRED of everything. I'm so drenched with energy. My state of mind is not even stable this days. Been thinking too much & had not been enjoying my 8 hours of sleep. I'm screwed. I'm longing for someone that will care and hug me when I'm down. Someone who will listen to my grieve every nights and comforting me. Someone who loves me for what I am.
I really cant stand it. I was crying for goodness sake. It hurts so much. You dont even tell me? You say it was hard for you to tell me? Gosh! You know I've always love you but I just cant expressed myself. Been wanting to tell but my guts just say that its not the right time yet. Damn. You even LIED to me? Go ahead with ur dear *****. I dont give a ****. You even called me *****. Wow! You are lying if you dont love her k? Bullshits. I will be lying if I say I dont care about you. I loves you a lot ok? hais. It hurts so much. But all you say was... hais. I was pathetic. I cant sleep yesterday.
Anw, thks to yazid who accompanied me yesterday till 5am. We talk & he made me laugh & forget about everything while we were talking but as I put down the phone, all the memories just slipped by. Forced myself to sleep. Managed to sleep but was awake at 10am. hais.
Can anyone just take the gun shot me in my head or heart. I can bear it for long anymore. It hurts so much. I feel as if I'm being stabbed in the back. Just forget about me, avoiding u was the best solution for now. Why must all this happen when I'm already move on with my life. Why are you still torturing me? Dint you know that it really hurts? hais. You love seeing me suffer uh? Ok! I suffer enough of this silently. I got patience but its limited ok! I got feelings. I'm not a DOLL which you can drag wherever you want. Damn it!
Just forget him k dee. hais.
How I wish I can forget him that easily.
How wish it can just be erased off my mind.
How I wish I can turn back time.
Gosh! I'm really SICK & TIRED of everything. I'm so drenched with energy. My state of mind is not even stable this days. Been thinking too much & had not been enjoying my 8 hours of sleep. I'm screwed. I'm longing for someone that will care and hug me when I'm down. Someone who will listen to my grieve every nights and comforting me. Someone who loves me for what I am.
I really cant stand it. I was crying for goodness sake. It hurts so much. You dont even tell me? You say it was hard for you to tell me? Gosh! You know I've always love you but I just cant expressed myself. Been wanting to tell but my guts just say that its not the right time yet. Damn. You even LIED to me? Go ahead with ur dear *****. I dont give a ****. You even called me *****. Wow! You are lying if you dont love her k? Bullshits. I will be lying if I say I dont care about you. I loves you a lot ok? hais. It hurts so much. But all you say was... hais. I was pathetic. I cant sleep yesterday.
Anw, thks to yazid who accompanied me yesterday till 5am. We talk & he made me laugh & forget about everything while we were talking but as I put down the phone, all the memories just slipped by. Forced myself to sleep. Managed to sleep but was awake at 10am. hais.
Can anyone just take the gun shot me in my head or heart. I can bear it for long anymore. It hurts so much. I feel as if I'm being stabbed in the back. Just forget about me, avoiding u was the best solution for now. Why must all this happen when I'm already move on with my life. Why are you still torturing me? Dint you know that it really hurts? hais. You love seeing me suffer uh? Ok! I suffer enough of this silently. I got patience but its limited ok! I got feelings. I'm not a DOLL which you can drag wherever you want. Damn it!
Just forget him k dee. hais.
How I wish I can forget him that easily.
How wish it can just be erased off my mind.
How I wish I can turn back time.
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