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Monday, August 18, 2008
exactly.

To be exact, I've seriously NO MOOD to update my blog but still got this tiny urge of asking me to update to release my tension & unhappiness of what is going on for this few days. At times its just to difficult to explain when I dont even know where to start.


'Am I to nice to people?'
'Till they can take advantage of me?'

That question been playing around my head often. & I donot know why I tends to give in to people & even to say sorry when at times its not even my fault? See me as if I'm a strong person but by nature I'm not. I'm so weak deep inside me where I think not all knew. Its difficult to decide what you suppose to do next & what you not suppose to do. I'm slow & blur at times. I admit. But that doesn't mean people can make use of it. I have my limit of patience. & its yet to reach the maximum. =(



Oh well. Who am I after all? Just a normal simple human with a feelings.
I donot know why these few days, small tiff here & there will occur with bf. I dont understand if its really my fault or its not. Im not being judgemental here but I'm confused at times. hais. Nobody likes having a tiff with your love ones so do ME! But... Nobody is PERFECT!


I just dont understand!



Backache been worst then ever I guess. hais. Nothings goes right. =(





Dear, I want to tell you that I'm loving you more each day. I'm happy whenever you are by side. Never once in my mind I want to find another guy. Having you was enough for me. Eventhough we seldom meet. You are still in my mind as much as I'm in yours. & I'm proud to say that you are the sweetest things that I've ever gained! I love you.